親愛的，你讓我感覺到你很陌生了。
不再是我的那個他。
I'm disappointed for myself 
why will become like that .
when i cry , i hope u can consolation me .
but ... 
I learned to pretend myself .
at where , i just can smile , can't cry .
in front of friend cry , i feel very weak !
i already try to control my tears , but it still want out .
i will try to be strong :')